I’ve just deleted everything old. I’ll start again and see what happens. Though I kept that first post from three years ago I may yet decide to delete that too when the time is right. Back then I was desperately seeking an exit through this writing, but to what I couldn’t say. Maybe fame or perhaps some form of recognition. I was failing. I kept trying but just kept on failing and so I needed an exit.
Now that desperation has passed so I can write here for myself. That truth and those experiences I’ve alluded to in my first post all those years ago still (unfortunately) exists. The difference is that I don’t need to write with one eye towards any kind of commercial success.
